Music:
첫 이별 그날 밤 - IU
Someone is you - After School
Love the way you lie (Part 2) - Rihanna ft. Eminem
A rush a relief went through Nicole’s body as the last bell of the school day rang. She had survived the day without another hitch and had endured (uncomfortably) glares from the female population all day. She wouldn’t let the fan girls get to her. She had to be stronger than that. So she spent the day determined to concentrate on the teacher and nothing else. It was no wonder, she was exhausted but she didn’t want to head back to the apartment to face him. Thank goodness she had work now, something she actually looked forward to. She needed to go to some place familiar, some place to get away and keep her mind from wondering and over thinking things. What better place than Fifteen-Eighty-Three. She only hoped that Gyuri, Jonghyun and Jessica didn’t figure out anything on the paper.
Nicole headed towards the entrance. She had decided not to inform Kibum of her part time job. He wasn’t her guardian; they were just merely business associates and now, flatmates. That was all their ‘relationship’ extended to.
She boarded the bus without giving a care in the world of the screaming fangirls she heard from a distance. She knew what it meant; it meant that Kibum and company were leaving the school. She didn’t care.
***
Oh how wrong had Nicole been to assume that none of them would recognise her in the paper. Once she opened the door she was dragged into the storage room by Gyuri with Jessica closely on her tail.
‘Why didn’t you tell us you were dating?’ Gyuri squealed. ‘It’s about time too. And honestly, you’ve hit the jackpot! Hes rich, good-looking. Nicole, you’re set for life! You have to tell me your story, how did you meet?’
‘When did you meet?’ Jessica chipped in.
‘What’s he like? I mean, he is the heir to Xaiver.’
‘Huh?’
‘How long have you guys been together?’
‘Umm…’
‘Have you kissed yet?’
‘Uh.. guys…’
‘What were you doing at the mart?’
‘Did you think we wouldn’t recognise you?’
‘Look!’ Nicole finally managed to stop their questions, for now. ‘We met not long ago, and we’re not really ‘dating’ yet. He’s a spoilt brat.’ She felt uncomfortable lying to people she considered close enough to be her sisters but she didn’t want to go through another lengthy interrogation. She was already emotionally exhausted and simply wanted to work, to stop her mind from thinking even if for a few hours.
Gyuri and Jessica eyed her warily. They knew she wasn’t telling the whole truth but they didn’t want to push on. Nicole wasn’t the type to keep the news of a boyfriend (her first one at that) a secret. She would tell them when she was ready and they would be ready to listen. They just hoped Nicole knew what she was getting into and come out of it without an emotional or physical scratch. Before then, they would just have to put on a façade and put a smile back on her face. Yes, they knew she was in a dreadful mood.
‘Sounds dreamy,’ Jessica teased, ‘Like my Jay.’
Nicole laughed. ‘When do we get to meet this mysterious Jay you speak of so often?’ Gyuri joined in.
‘He’s real! I swear, I didn’t meet him online or anything!’ Jessica pouted.
‘Sure, we’ll believe it when we see it.’ Gyuri smirked and took her leave from the storage room with Nicole following closely behind. Before the door fully closed Nicole heard Jessica.
‘I’ll prove it to you! Then we’ll see whose laughing!’
***
Kibum was restless. He has finished all his ‘homework’ – not that he had any, he’s school year ending soon - and read all of his books he had to finish and now he was deciding whether he should move onto the stack of DVDs he had yet to watch. He glanced at the clock again for the umpteenth time. 10:15pm. Only a minute had passed since he had read it before. He ruffled his hair. This just won’t do. He heard a muffled sound coming from the outside. His head whipped to the door. No movement. Damn, false alarm. He had been jumpy all night, glancing at the front door whenever he had a chance since he came home from school. His plans with Minho and Onew had been cancelled due to Onew’s manager calling him to go into studio to record and Minho’s sudden call from ‘that French girl’ whom he had met over the weekend which left Kibum where he currently was: home, alone and hungry. What happened to Bro’s before Hoe’s? To make things worse, his cook had suddenly quit on him and none other top chefs would cook for him a simple dinner. Each oddly had some reason to not cook for him. He suspected it was Granny’s doing. So here he was lying on the couch, dying of hunger and his only hope in being able to eat tonight was nowhere to be found. Where the hell was his flatmate when he needed her?
Just as this thought crossed his mind there was the sound of steps outside his apartment. His eyes stared at the keyhole, it turned! He was saved! He quickly adjusted himself so he looked more presentable. He readied his eyes for the deadly glare he would stare at her with to portray his anger. He sat himself up and patted his ruffled hair down. Quite pleased with himself and his transformation from a haggardly looking teen (not that he would ever be one or look like one) to an aristocrat heir with an air of confidence. Quite a transformation if he’d day so himself, for a few seconds.
He heard her step into the room and he poised himself for the oncoming onslaught. He only hoped she wouldn’t be too shocked at what he was about to throw (verbally) at her. He waited like a predator waiting for the perfect opportunity to catch his prey by surprise. He was lying low until…
‘Oh, hello.’
He pounced.
‘Hello? Is that all you have to say to me after coming back at 10:20? Seriously where have you been? Don’t tell me you’ve been out with your friends laughing happily when I’ve been here about to die from starvation! If you came back any later expect to see a dead corpse lying on the couch! Where else would a poor girl like you have to go after school? Oh, and don’t get me started on what happened in school today! What right do you to go befriending and informing MY friends of our... rel-business agreement, huh?’
He took a breath. Uh oh, bad choice. Nicole took this as her chance to retaliate. The prey would not go down so easily. He had watched the myriad of emotions flick through her eyes from shock, to confusion and finally to anger, an anger like no other.
‘Finished you little rant yet? Firstly, it is none of your business where I go after school and you have no control over me, so I can come back whenever I like. I wouldn’t even come back if it wasn’t because of the stupid contract! Just because I’m poor doesn’t mean I don’t have friends or things to do, so I would watch you say if I were you. It’s quite ironic how I, the poor, had things to do after school whilst you, the rich, lazed about at home all night. Secondly, if you’re hungry, make your own food, I’m not your slave and am not obligated to feed you. Starve for all I care! Actually it would be better if to you starved to death, then I would be free to go back home and live my life!’ Nicole turned to storm off into her room, but before he did, she whipped her head back to face him and spoke with all the coolness she could muster, ‘Oh, and by the way, it was YOUR friends who befriended me and insisted on me telling them why you and I were on the front cover. They figured it out themselves. They’re quite observant.’ And she stormed off into her room and slammed the door.
Kibum stood there, shell shocked. The predator was the predator no more. He had been the prey in their whole argument if it was classified as that. He sat there staring into nothing replaying her whole rant in his head over and over again. He didn’t even hear Nicole’s door open and close as she strolled into the bathroom to shower. He simply sat there. No one had told him off like that before; no one had been brave enough, until now. Now, he didn’t how to respond to it. He wasn’t used to being treated as an equal; he was always higher than everyone else even if it was just a bit. Eventually his hunger overruled his need to think clearly. He would deal with his hunger first then hopefully be able to sit himself in the same spot, in the same position, and get back to his thoughts. Before then, he would need to raid the kitchen and that he did. He looked through the cupboards and draws. Nothing. He had found instant noodles and other instant foods, but he would rather die starving than eat that cheap stuff. His stomach wouldn’t comply with him if he ate them he kept telling himself. He had also found some fresh produce and some vegetables but he didn’t want to dirty his hands, or so he told himself. Secretly, he just didn’t know how to cook. After a few more minutes of continuing his desperate search for food he gave up. His hunger wouldn’t be satisfied tonight and that meant he wouldn’t to think clearly so he gave up on those plans before. He sighed and headed for bed hoping he would sleep his hunger away.
Nicole had heard his door slam and she crept out of her own room into the kitchen. Little did Kibum know, Nicole had heard his raid in the kitchen and knew he went back empty-handed. As smart as she is, she also deducted that Kibum would not be able to find anything suitable for him to eat because she knew he wouldn’t be able to cook and had no understanding of the art of instant foods. Feeling hungry she decided she would eat something after Kibum gave up and went to his room. She had had time to think through his rant from before during her bath. Baths always helped her think and relieve stress. She replayed his words. The more she replayed a feeling very similar to guilt began to grow. Maybe she should’ve told him about her job, then he wouldn’t be so...so what? She wasn’t worried about her; he was worried about himself, not being able to eat. Selfish, as always. He deserved his hunger but as she heard his dire need for food in the sounds of opening and closing of cupboard doors and drawers she honestly felt sorry for him, for his lack of survival skills. He was nearing the age of 19 or he was the age of 19, she wasn’t sure, and he couldn’t even cook himself a meal. It was then she decided that she would cook something for him as well. With a weary sigh, she took out a pot.
***
Kibum just couldn’t sleep. His hunger kept him awake and it was beginning to annoy him. He couldn’t believe that his stomach couldn’t last if it skipped a meal. He was determined to survive this. He would not die. Not now and definitely not of hunger. It wouldn’t help his reputation of his image. He could just imagine the reporters laughing as the typed up the headline: ‘Heir of the most successful company dies of hunger.’ That sounded pathetic, and he did not do pathetic. Maybe he could fake evidence and make his death seem more like a murder that death by hunger. His mind was forming his elaborate plan until he heard the tiniest knock at his door. Curious. He hoped it was Nicole who had finally come to her senses and came to bow in apology for her reckless behaviour and prepared a meal to beg for his forgiveness. Or maybe he was just hallucinating and there hadn’t been any knock. Hunger can do things to you, you know. Kibum decided to risk it and opened the door, hoping for the best. To his disappointment, Nicole wasn’t on the other side and neither was his feast but those hopes had been too high. Kibum was about brush the incident off and blame hunger for him opening the door when his eyes landed on what was placed on the floor. It was bowl of instant noodles. He instantly knew who it was from even without a note and his mouth stretched into a grin. A grateful grin one Kibum would not show unless he was out of his mind, in which he was. ‘He’ didn’t smile, he would justify later when his stomach was full. Hunger smiled, because it was satisfied.
